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I keep avoiding updating. There's too much I've been leaving unsaid and I keep telling myself the next update will be the one I get it all out. This isn't that update though, I'm still not ready to talk about it.
There's only a few more shows left of Michelle's tour. As much as I enjoy performing with her and getting to visit all the places we've been to, I cannot wait to get back to LA. The main reason for that could be because I'm anxious to start moving my things to Chelle and Josh's. When Michelle suggest moving in with them, it was kind of an automatic response to say yes. Then I started to think it was a little weird moving in with them both, I felt they'd need their privacy and that I'd be in the way, but it doesn't seem like such a bad idea now. I'll still be keeping my apartment with most of my belongings there and if they ever need alone time, or if I need time to myself, I'll stay there.
Sometime over the next month, I'll be heading out to start showcasing again. I'm kind of looking forward to that, kind of not. I haven't been feeling like doing much of anything lately. I've slowly been slipping further down and I just don't have the strength to try and fight it. I don't know how to deal with things, so instead I just distance myself from everything. Nothing seems to make sense anymore.
One of these days I'll get around to writing a decent update. I swear.
There's only a few more shows left of Michelle's tour. As much as I enjoy performing with her and getting to visit all the places we've been to, I cannot wait to get back to LA. The main reason for that could be because I'm anxious to start moving my things to Chelle and Josh's. When Michelle suggest moving in with them, it was kind of an automatic response to say yes. Then I started to think it was a little weird moving in with them both, I felt they'd need their privacy and that I'd be in the way, but it doesn't seem like such a bad idea now. I'll still be keeping my apartment with most of my belongings there and if they ever need alone time, or if I need time to myself, I'll stay there.
Sometime over the next month, I'll be heading out to start showcasing again. I'm kind of looking forward to that, kind of not. I haven't been feeling like doing much of anything lately. I've slowly been slipping further down and I just don't have the strength to try and fight it. I don't know how to deal with things, so instead I just distance myself from everything. Nothing seems to make sense anymore.
One of these days I'll get around to writing a decent update. I swear.