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do you ever just wanna get away from everything. nothing is good at the moment and you dont even know why you're so mad and angry and being completely pissed at everything. i dont even know what hit me, but something definitely did, maybe it was too much thinking or things just being kind of on edge or maybe its because matt made me tell him about grade 8 .. but i just feel like crap. i just wish there was someone actually there. like i have friends but not the kind that are always there.. well actually ive learned that pretty much no friend is always there, even the ones you were sure would be arent. and you know that thing; a good friend will always be there no matter what. ha bullshit. not true, well maybe for some of you, and lucky you if thats true. thats one of the only reasons i want to go to high school. i want new people, new friends in my life. anyway
Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.
Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.