GO FUCK YOURSELF!
Lately I have felt very alone. It's actually peaceful. I've realized that all of my friends from the past are just that...nothing but figments of the past. I don't really give a shit about them anymore because none of them have the decency to give a shit about me. There are many ways to keep in contact and none of them actually do. I gave up on trying. I thought about it like this; what do I actually gain from trying to track them down? What do I gain from calling, texting, messaging, etc.? NOTHING because have the time no one fucking responds. I've had it. I was always the friend that was there for you no matter what. When were any of you there for me????? Hardly fucking ever. Some of you used me for money. Some of you used me for entertainment. Some of you used me for inside information. But all of you used me for something. I absolutely don't give a shit about any of you anymore. What's the fucking point? I sit back, I'm quiet, always have been. I never got involved in the drama directly but guess what bring it on!!!! I am so sick of all of you and your pathetic lives. I'm trying to do something with myself, beside self-destruct. But hey SELF-DESTRUCTION IS TRENDY!