mad mad world
Rolling along to the song that aggravates us
Beckoned on by the mirage of an oasis
Hurry, I’m getting blurry
And it’s no longer clear in my mind
I believe you know me well
I react like you’re ringing a bell
Are you sorry that you treat me unkind
Never you mind
Sometimes it takes all my time guessing why
I can’t figure it out
Sometimes it takes all my energy just to forget about
All the memories that I’d be better off without
I believe you know me well
^ "never you mind" - semisonic
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first friday of the school year
last super-homeroom everr
crow point with ppl
surprise visit from andy :-)
hung out with the girls... and pj???
came home tonight to realize that there are so many great things going right now but i can't bring myself to trust any of it. i'll be really happy with everything and then the slightest thing will shake me up about it. i just can't stand the idea of getting blindsided where i think i'm safe. it's almost funny cause in a lot of ways i'm stronger than i was this time last year... but looking at how things are now you really wouldn't guess that. maybe i could just grow up and quit being so freaking scared- or maybe i'm this scared because that's part of growing up?
Beckoned on by the mirage of an oasis
Hurry, I’m getting blurry
And it’s no longer clear in my mind
I believe you know me well
I react like you’re ringing a bell
Are you sorry that you treat me unkind
Never you mind
Sometimes it takes all my time guessing why
I can’t figure it out
Sometimes it takes all my energy just to forget about
All the memories that I’d be better off without
I believe you know me well
^ "never you mind" - semisonic
- - - - - - - - - - - -
first friday of the school year
last super-homeroom everr
crow point with ppl
surprise visit from andy :-)
hung out with the girls... and pj???
came home tonight to realize that there are so many great things going right now but i can't bring myself to trust any of it. i'll be really happy with everything and then the slightest thing will shake me up about it. i just can't stand the idea of getting blindsided where i think i'm safe. it's almost funny cause in a lot of ways i'm stronger than i was this time last year... but looking at how things are now you really wouldn't guess that. maybe i could just grow up and quit being so freaking scared- or maybe i'm this scared because that's part of growing up?