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here we are, almost 2 years later, and i still can't get you out of my head. i swear thats been my goal from the beginning. but something is always bringing you back. why is it that my brain insist on making me dream about you all night long, instead of just one dream. no i have to wake upgo get a drink to water reflect on the very depressing dream i just had and go right back into once i fall asleep.
you'd think with my ability to lucid dream now i could just realize it's a dream and do whatever i want. but i never get that far. i am just totally enamored with you in my dreams. everytime you are in one i am trying to make you mine again, or at least hoping i could be yours. and now i wake up feeling like i should. but you don't even talk to me. you can't even call me evey once in a blue moon to maybe give me my shit back.
god this looks like a post i must have wrote like a few weeks after we broke up. call me if you read this, please.
you'd think with my ability to lucid dream now i could just realize it's a dream and do whatever i want. but i never get that far. i am just totally enamored with you in my dreams. everytime you are in one i am trying to make you mine again, or at least hoping i could be yours. and now i wake up feeling like i should. but you don't even talk to me. you can't even call me evey once in a blue moon to maybe give me my shit back.
god this looks like a post i must have wrote like a few weeks after we broke up. call me if you read this, please.