well well well i fucked up again...
BIG TIME
(btw i am still fucked up while writeing this so dont mind the gramiatical errors =\ )
yes so uhmmm julianna had a normal starting night...went out. went to boyds and plalyed halo...called my mom at like 9 to tel ehr to go out an get me cuz i didnt wnat to be ther nemore...well she couldnt b.c w.e shes dumn so she was gonna send a cab...i freaked out and threw my phone across the street...BAD IDEA...sooo last night i took a buncha xanex and smoked with ash n jack...then they left. then jack and kevin came back...i was rambling on about god knows wat...then i get a call from Mr.X....he was very dissapointed to hear that i did that. so he was all like just go to sleep itll b okay...so i did. i went to sleep . woke up n everything was normal...i called ashley she came over. n then jack came over with kevin i think, i dont really remember. uhmm yeah so by about 4:30 i had taken too many and od/passed out . ashley kept trying to wake me up but i told her just come back with food and ill get up lol. so they left. and then my mom came home i guess sometime inbetween and like freaked out. idk i was still passed out. this mornin she woke me up and was like im taking u to phsyc again and i was like NO IM NOT GOING BACK BUT IM NOT GOING TO SCHOOL so she left. and she was like blah blah u cudda died i thought u were dead/. w/e i wish i did die....hrmmm im going to back to bed for a couple of day.s