Jan 07, 2004 08:20
ok so i wake up... get ready for school... and then BLAH hafta run to the bathroom to get sick... so i called my mom to tell her and the bitch says well go to school anyway... so here i am driving to school gagging the entire way... i called her back when i got here and she was like well maybe you'll start to feel better... UGHHH she is so fuckin stupid sometimes i just wanna live by my fuckin self so when im sick i can stay home and not have to worry about what she has to say about it!!!!
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Lastnite was pretty good! Shaun and I had our first like real serious talk... We were talking about being self-conscious because I am, pretty bad I would say. But yeah he said some really nice things... he was all talkin bout how he used to be the same way but hes learned a lot from the military and then lock up and he told me... "the only people that are gonna judge you are the ones that are self-conscious about themselves".... I thought that was very true... but still I dont know... and he was like "I really like you and when someone really cares about somebody things like appearance dont mean anything, its really the last thing that matters" he was bein quite cute if I must say so myself!
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Until another day....
JuLiE