Stress
I'm royally stressed out. I'm working too many hours (20 + per week... doesn't sound like much, but add in homework, reporting, Scouts...)
I'm getting in trouble by my family constantly (they went 3 ish days without speaking to me... way to feel ignored) school is stressful. I'm going to redo the assignment that I got back today (I got a c minus! fuck... I can't afford that right now. It would have been a C plus but I made a factual error.)
Oh, plus I have to get my hands on a flash for photography class next week. And my camera is still fucked... I'll have to take it back to where I got it... Henry's on Bank? I think.
I have to deal with a tuition fee deferment soon so that I can register for my elective. Maybe I'll get Steph to go with me.
AND ON TOP OF ALL THAT it's about time I start saving for Xmas. =S
I don't know who I have to buy for. I'll start buying little things now-ish because I don't know how much time I'm going to
I need to take a break or something.
Or do something random. Or drastic.
I'm going through one of those periods of time where my mind and body are on autopilot a lot of the time. Sometimes for so long that I barely know I'm alive. It's like there's an invisible force driving my body... like a little alien in my head.
I'm sorry if I'm incoherent. I barely slept last night (but I slept until 7:45... class started at 8! I was only 3 minutes late tho!).... barely slept the night before (doing homework until 4:30 am... )
Class starts up again in 12 minutes.
I should end this.
I'm getting in trouble by my family constantly (they went 3 ish days without speaking to me... way to feel ignored) school is stressful. I'm going to redo the assignment that I got back today (I got a c minus! fuck... I can't afford that right now. It would have been a C plus but I made a factual error.)
Oh, plus I have to get my hands on a flash for photography class next week. And my camera is still fucked... I'll have to take it back to where I got it... Henry's on Bank? I think.
I have to deal with a tuition fee deferment soon so that I can register for my elective. Maybe I'll get Steph to go with me.
AND ON TOP OF ALL THAT it's about time I start saving for Xmas. =S
I don't know who I have to buy for. I'll start buying little things now-ish because I don't know how much time I'm going to
I need to take a break or something.
Or do something random. Or drastic.
I'm going through one of those periods of time where my mind and body are on autopilot a lot of the time. Sometimes for so long that I barely know I'm alive. It's like there's an invisible force driving my body... like a little alien in my head.
I'm sorry if I'm incoherent. I barely slept last night (but I slept until 7:45... class started at 8! I was only 3 minutes late tho!).... barely slept the night before (doing homework until 4:30 am... )
Class starts up again in 12 minutes.
I should end this.