Mar 10, 2004 21:51
I keep avoiding updating about this. I sign on and stare at the semagic box and just think and I can never say anything. I don't think I could justify what I did. Saying "you did it to me a million times" doesn't quite do it either. I mean, yeah, he did to it to me time and time again and I never cheated on him. I meet a pretty cool guy in a bar, we go back to his place and wind up sleeping together and this sounds so insensitive. By the way, happy birthday Matt.
The point is that I love Elijah more than I've ever loved anyone, more than I ever will love anyone. He is the one, he knows that he's the one. I can't talk about this without thinking a little more. I promise a better update tomorrow. Promise promise.