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i'm getting really fucking sick of my house and the people that live in it. no matter what i do around here they still don't let me do anything and it is really irritating. rawr. when will they realize that im 19 years old? they still think im 15, well i'm not damnit.
i don't understand my body. i'm always happy and chipper yet i never truely feel that way anymore. i can't remember a time when i was truley happy with things. well more than a day or two.
i really want to move out. i wish it was possible. i'll find someone to take me in for a while. hmm.
i dont really want to go back to school in the "fall". i want to go to a different school but no one hears me when i talk about that.
i am excited however, to be in the darkroom again :)
my two best friends are moving away from me in just a few short weeks and i honestly don't know what i am going to do about that. i hang out with them everyday. i confide my heart in them. i love them more than anyone and they are going to be a million miles away. i need wings so i can fly to them and give them hugs. i will miss those the most.
i wish it would work. i love you to death but we drive each other fucking nuts.. i want to just make our differences go away but it doesn't seem to work.
i don't understand my body. i'm always happy and chipper yet i never truely feel that way anymore. i can't remember a time when i was truley happy with things. well more than a day or two.
i really want to move out. i wish it was possible. i'll find someone to take me in for a while. hmm.
i dont really want to go back to school in the "fall". i want to go to a different school but no one hears me when i talk about that.
i am excited however, to be in the darkroom again :)
my two best friends are moving away from me in just a few short weeks and i honestly don't know what i am going to do about that. i hang out with them everyday. i confide my heart in them. i love them more than anyone and they are going to be a million miles away. i need wings so i can fly to them and give them hugs. i will miss those the most.
i wish it would work. i love you to death but we drive each other fucking nuts.. i want to just make our differences go away but it doesn't seem to work.