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sorry i haven't updated in awhile...but things haven't been going great in the bongiovi home. i think it's really gonna happen this time. i think dot and i are calling it quits. it's so weird to put it down in words. i feel like i've been expecting it to happen for such a long time, but to actually say it feels so strange. i know she's cheated on me...and i on her...but i feel like i pushed her to do it. we've grown apart and we try to pretend like we haven't for our family's sake. but i think it's time to move on. i don't even know what i'm saying right now. i'm gonna go think for awhile...this is all alot to deal with right now.