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I hate not being able to sleep.
Andrew is killing me very slowly, without even knowing it.
I can't sleep without knowing how he feels about me.
I miss him.
I want to be able to sleep,
but at the same time, I don't want to.
Because every time I actually get to sleep,
which is like for an hour at a time, I dream about him.
EVERY time I sleep, I have a new dream about Andrew.
I hate it.
I hate this.
This is fucking my life up.
He's all I think about.
I can't concentrate at work anymore.
I just want to forget about him.
But I can't.
And, to top it off, when I'm sad, I eat.
So I'm going to end up being a fat ass.
gah.
And I can't stop listening to this new music by Ryan Taylor Bliss.
Because all his songs remind me of Andrew. :(
www.myspace.com/ryantaylorbliss
The End.
Andrew is killing me very slowly, without even knowing it.
I can't sleep without knowing how he feels about me.
I miss him.
I want to be able to sleep,
but at the same time, I don't want to.
Because every time I actually get to sleep,
which is like for an hour at a time, I dream about him.
EVERY time I sleep, I have a new dream about Andrew.
I hate it.
I hate this.
This is fucking my life up.
He's all I think about.
I can't concentrate at work anymore.
I just want to forget about him.
But I can't.
And, to top it off, when I'm sad, I eat.
So I'm going to end up being a fat ass.
gah.
And I can't stop listening to this new music by Ryan Taylor Bliss.
Because all his songs remind me of Andrew. :(
www.myspace.com/ryantaylorbliss
The End.