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A lot has gone on in the past few days. Ive been so depressed I dont know what to do with myself. Jimmy has court tomorrow for that DUI and he might go to jail for a little while. Im scared and sad and already feel so alone. I know its horrible, but I feel like I dont know how to live without him anymore. I love him so much...Its killing me that he probably will be gone. Ive cried for days now. I know the pain and the crying will only get worse from here.
To make matters worse, my parents have really kicked me out. Ive been staying in Bham and absolutely hate it. I get so sad there...its not my bed. I feel like I have no one. I called home last night after being gone for a week and begged my parents to let me come home. I cant be without Jimmy and them and everyone else at the same time. I will die.
I want to go home. I want Jimmy to stay home. I want everything to go back to how it was.
To make matters worse, my parents have really kicked me out. Ive been staying in Bham and absolutely hate it. I get so sad there...its not my bed. I feel like I have no one. I called home last night after being gone for a week and begged my parents to let me come home. I cant be without Jimmy and them and everyone else at the same time. I will die.
I want to go home. I want Jimmy to stay home. I want everything to go back to how it was.