you may want to read this one.
today i wrote a bad cheque
packed a bag and took a jet
but no-one's looking anway
i hope they miss me
(sometimes i think maybe i'm making a big mistake)
[Oh God, I don't know if I can go through with it.
I've been trying to get up the nerve to do this for a very long time. You never quite grasp how addictive something is until the moment you're about to give it up. Boys and girls, I'm blowing this popsicle stand... reluctantly, but I must. In the coming weeks my life will be changing dramatically, and there will be no room for this. I've been fairly MIA for some time now, so I don't think it will cause much commotion. I guess the only trouble with that is.. my presence here has been so sporadic, and as a result I've never been desensitized to the wonders of this game. I love playing Jennifer. I love playing with you. I have created a person. I'm going to miss her. It's sort of tragic and romantic that Brad and I are disbanding on the same evening. I apologize to the future Brad, above all others, for leaving him wifeless, but not to worry, I'm sure another one will trot along soon enough.
As to logistics, I will be deleting.. eventually, once I can convince myself to do it. I don't want the new Jennifer to have to conform to anything that I've done. It's her show.. her username, her story. This one was mine, and I'd (selfishly) rather keep it that way.
To those with whom I've shared great moments, flirtation, ideas, laughs, great conversations, I don't know what else to say... but.. Thank You. Thank you for being so kind, creative, alluring, lovely.. I wish I could take you in my pocket. I'd thank you all individually, but I can't for fear of leaving some dear person out. Be good and considerate of one another.. take care of eachother. You're all in this together. It may be a game, but we're all still living, breathing, and putting enough thought into this to make it worthy of some form of respect.
Now come over here and give me a hug goodbye before I change my mind. Good luck.]
love,
Jen
packed a bag and took a jet
but no-one's looking anway
i hope they miss me
(sometimes i think maybe i'm making a big mistake)
[Oh God, I don't know if I can go through with it.
I've been trying to get up the nerve to do this for a very long time. You never quite grasp how addictive something is until the moment you're about to give it up. Boys and girls, I'm blowing this popsicle stand... reluctantly, but I must. In the coming weeks my life will be changing dramatically, and there will be no room for this. I've been fairly MIA for some time now, so I don't think it will cause much commotion. I guess the only trouble with that is.. my presence here has been so sporadic, and as a result I've never been desensitized to the wonders of this game. I love playing Jennifer. I love playing with you. I have created a person. I'm going to miss her. It's sort of tragic and romantic that Brad and I are disbanding on the same evening. I apologize to the future Brad, above all others, for leaving him wifeless, but not to worry, I'm sure another one will trot along soon enough.
As to logistics, I will be deleting.. eventually, once I can convince myself to do it. I don't want the new Jennifer to have to conform to anything that I've done. It's her show.. her username, her story. This one was mine, and I'd (selfishly) rather keep it that way.
To those with whom I've shared great moments, flirtation, ideas, laughs, great conversations, I don't know what else to say... but.. Thank You. Thank you for being so kind, creative, alluring, lovely.. I wish I could take you in my pocket. I'd thank you all individually, but I can't for fear of leaving some dear person out. Be good and considerate of one another.. take care of eachother. You're all in this together. It may be a game, but we're all still living, breathing, and putting enough thought into this to make it worthy of some form of respect.
Now come over here and give me a hug goodbye before I change my mind. Good luck.]
love,
Jen