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i woke up this morning from one of those dreams...you know the ones where you accept what you just saw and heard and felt as reality and sometimes its ok...even better than real life and sometimes its worse, and harder and just wrong. this was in between i guess. but i broke on the rules that used to govern my even my dreams and while i woke up and everything that is real now sank in i felt like maybe that was saying something about my acceptance of the situation. wow i'm sorry this is really vague but this dream was too weird and personal to just post up here randomly. but ashley, you were in it so maybe i'll tell you about the very awkward situation you were in lol. anyway, suffice it to say that i'm not exactly waiting for another dream like that to come my way.
i've been in a fiercely bad mood this weekend and now that my FST is done and my American Studies is sort of not really in progress i can think about why. and there's no new exciting or specific reason other than i feel like im really stuck right now just kind of hanging on and waiting for things to change for the better. i need a hobby...or a purpose in life or something along those lines. any ideas?
i've been in a fiercely bad mood this weekend and now that my FST is done and my American Studies is sort of not really in progress i can think about why. and there's no new exciting or specific reason other than i feel like im really stuck right now just kind of hanging on and waiting for things to change for the better. i need a hobby...or a purpose in life or something along those lines. any ideas?