Long time no type...AKA "It's good to be back"
SOOO now that we're back in school, life is back to normal. Whatever normal was in the first place. I don't know why people always say that their high school years are some of the best they've ever had. I hate it. I hate Bird with a passion. But, i only have less than 6 months left...and then another four years (at least) of school. YIPPEE!
As if life wasn't getting any better...Prom is just around the corner. le sigh x2 And the pressure is on. There are already people around me talking about, and planning for the "big dance". you'd figure that I'd be more excited about it since it is the only dance I'll be allowed to go to in my whole teenage life. If not life in general...(but once i'm 18 i'll be free to make my own choices. yay) So all the people in the "group" i.e. all the girls/guys i hang out with on a day to day basis who have significant others are on freaking hormonal overtime! I mean as if they couldn't keep their hands off each other before, now that talk of prom is in the air, they really can't hold back. I'm sorry...that sounded a bit too bitter. I'm supposed to be the happy-go-lucky one in the group.(oh joy)
i hate how people have preconceived notions about you, before they even take the time to know you. I won't list any names...because the majority of the people (if not all of the people) that read my journal go to my school. So Caylyn...said that this girl that we were supposed to be hanging out with didn't think we (me and the girl) "clicked". sigh. And she also told me that I intimidated her. HAH me? intimidating anyone? that's a laugh. So...now we're all buddy buddy (me and the girl). and then Caylyn says that she thinks she's losing me as a friend. And that lately i've seemed like I was too cool to hang out with her. Again. HAH. as if i'm too cool, it would definately be the other way around. But we straightened everything away. Thank God, because I definately don't have enough drama in my life as it is with applying to colleges and what not (sarcasm for those who have followed this far.)
Um...I've made this aggreement with myself (sounds a bit strange i know. just work with me here) that I'm not going to like any boys in high school. Not that i'm going to turn lesbo and start liking girls...b/c that is never an option (for me at least). But yea. I've been...screwed with? I guess. too many times to try again. High school boys are not worth it. Or maybe i should say, boys during high school is not worth it. I think i'm going to focus as much as i can on school so i can get out of Virginia ASAP. O yeah. for those who don't know...I hate it here (in virginia) I want more than anything (besides...you know, a mustang) to go to New York. I may be a southern girl by birth, but i'm a New York-ian(EDIT: New York-er) at heart.
mmk. for those that actually read all this. Gold star for you. I'm not even sure I would've read all this...and i wrote it. So for now...(and i'm stealing this from what i hope is a dear friend) "Goodbye, Goodnight, Farewell" (and i seriously hope i didn't screw up the order...b/c he might just beat me up. lol. jay kay)
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As if life wasn't getting any better...Prom is just around the corner. le sigh x2 And the pressure is on. There are already people around me talking about, and planning for the "big dance". you'd figure that I'd be more excited about it since it is the only dance I'll be allowed to go to in my whole teenage life. If not life in general...(but once i'm 18 i'll be free to make my own choices. yay) So all the people in the "group" i.e. all the girls/guys i hang out with on a day to day basis who have significant others are on freaking hormonal overtime! I mean as if they couldn't keep their hands off each other before, now that talk of prom is in the air, they really can't hold back. I'm sorry...that sounded a bit too bitter. I'm supposed to be the happy-go-lucky one in the group.(oh joy)
i hate how people have preconceived notions about you, before they even take the time to know you. I won't list any names...because the majority of the people (if not all of the people) that read my journal go to my school. So Caylyn...said that this girl that we were supposed to be hanging out with didn't think we (me and the girl) "clicked". sigh. And she also told me that I intimidated her. HAH me? intimidating anyone? that's a laugh. So...now we're all buddy buddy (me and the girl). and then Caylyn says that she thinks she's losing me as a friend. And that lately i've seemed like I was too cool to hang out with her. Again. HAH. as if i'm too cool, it would definately be the other way around. But we straightened everything away. Thank God, because I definately don't have enough drama in my life as it is with applying to colleges and what not (sarcasm for those who have followed this far.)
Um...I've made this aggreement with myself (sounds a bit strange i know. just work with me here) that I'm not going to like any boys in high school. Not that i'm going to turn lesbo and start liking girls...b/c that is never an option (for me at least). But yea. I've been...screwed with? I guess. too many times to try again. High school boys are not worth it. Or maybe i should say, boys during high school is not worth it. I think i'm going to focus as much as i can on school so i can get out of Virginia ASAP. O yeah. for those who don't know...I hate it here (in virginia) I want more than anything (besides...you know, a mustang) to go to New York. I may be a southern girl by birth, but i'm a New York-ian(EDIT: New York-er) at heart.
mmk. for those that actually read all this. Gold star for you. I'm not even sure I would've read all this...and i wrote it. So for now...(and i'm stealing this from what i hope is a dear friend) "Goodbye, Goodnight, Farewell" (and i seriously hope i didn't screw up the order...b/c he might just beat me up. lol. jay kay)
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