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This has been a very, very good week.
I feel freed. It's nice. Freed of so very many things. I have a lot to look forward to in the coming weeks. It's so refreshing.
On a related note, I've come to the conclusion that people are stupid (not just People, as I've said before, but even the majority of people-with-a-lower-case-p)... but I'm actually somewhat fine with that. People can be stupid with each other, I don't have to be my brothers keeper, and now I am nolonger obligated to overlook that stupidity. I'll still like them, but in the way I've always wished I could.
I'm turning a bit normal... I kinda' like it. Not normal in a bad way, just getting rid of the abnormal parts about me that I never really cared for or was just indifferent to, and retaining the ones I always liked. It's not a conscious process, but just something thats happening... naturally.
One weird side development... I've suddenly developed a slight resistance to adderall. Over the course of about two days last week, it suddenly became much less sensitive to it. It's weird. Lord knows why. I mean, I haven't taken more than my prescribed dose on a regular basis (and when I did, it was within what my psychopharmacologist said I should on such occasions). The odd part is that it just... happened. Ah well, I'm not too worried, but it is intriguing.
But yeah, in the end, this has been an extremely important month, I think... in many ways.
I feel freed. It's nice. Freed of so very many things. I have a lot to look forward to in the coming weeks. It's so refreshing.
On a related note, I've come to the conclusion that people are stupid (not just People, as I've said before, but even the majority of people-with-a-lower-case-p)... but I'm actually somewhat fine with that. People can be stupid with each other, I don't have to be my brothers keeper, and now I am nolonger obligated to overlook that stupidity. I'll still like them, but in the way I've always wished I could.
I'm turning a bit normal... I kinda' like it. Not normal in a bad way, just getting rid of the abnormal parts about me that I never really cared for or was just indifferent to, and retaining the ones I always liked. It's not a conscious process, but just something thats happening... naturally.
One weird side development... I've suddenly developed a slight resistance to adderall. Over the course of about two days last week, it suddenly became much less sensitive to it. It's weird. Lord knows why. I mean, I haven't taken more than my prescribed dose on a regular basis (and when I did, it was within what my psychopharmacologist said I should on such occasions). The odd part is that it just... happened. Ah well, I'm not too worried, but it is intriguing.
But yeah, in the end, this has been an extremely important month, I think... in many ways.