i'v been hating zoidberg since before it was cool,
fuckin' zoidberg.
work update is willie is coming back, hich is bomb cause i fuckin' hate zoidberg, er.. paperwork. i am constantly loosing shit ( not unlike will) and signing the wrong things and just generally not keeping records properly
apparently there was a dispute about his workman's comp so he's coming back as a Desk-jockey and thats perfectly fine with me. gives me the freedom to make the changes we need. the support from a serious authority and fuck lets the bosses know i'm looking for a serious position and to make serious change but i need support from management.
safety is a huge issue especially because this entire problem was caused by over crowding of stock in the warehouse which resulted in a fall and crippled the organization's logistical wing. So hopefully the safety ( and therefore clutter) problem will be resolved which is xactly the project i have been working on since my arrival. This also gives me a certain clout to keeping a job into the fal. which basically everyone fromo our crew's been offered if not guaronteed. God knows who even really wants it. some member's of the crew are intent of retiring. or returning to mexico or possibly going back to school at the end of the season so god know really what might happen. But i think daily i find more and more personnal investment in creating a place formyself into this organization.
The problem in that is that i'm a smart ass and temperamental little cunt sometimes. which i suppose i need to learn to channel into something more peacefull... also i have to find a good rut to party in. get used to the taste of 40's again and stay away from the amphetamines.. wemf is an exception to this of course.
i havn'nt expected girls to affect me so much this year. 6 months in and things hav changed dramatically several times but i don't (for once) feel I have changed. i can see other people have but i feel as though i'm the same and have participated in my relationships of all types dutifuly without allowing my own personnality to be affected... zuh?!
i have found the best correlation so far is i have gone through girls like cigarette brands. i am in a "between brand" right now.. gauloise..light... delicious, hard, sultry... expensive (damnit)
maybe sooner or later i'll get come commited, like a carton of natives... light... but for now i'm good with gauloise and maybe the occasional dunhill, the more short term and brutally european cut of an entirely canadian smoke.
we'll see
work update is willie is coming back, hich is bomb cause i fuckin' hate zoidberg, er.. paperwork. i am constantly loosing shit ( not unlike will) and signing the wrong things and just generally not keeping records properly
apparently there was a dispute about his workman's comp so he's coming back as a Desk-jockey and thats perfectly fine with me. gives me the freedom to make the changes we need. the support from a serious authority and fuck lets the bosses know i'm looking for a serious position and to make serious change but i need support from management.
safety is a huge issue especially because this entire problem was caused by over crowding of stock in the warehouse which resulted in a fall and crippled the organization's logistical wing. So hopefully the safety ( and therefore clutter) problem will be resolved which is xactly the project i have been working on since my arrival. This also gives me a certain clout to keeping a job into the fal. which basically everyone fromo our crew's been offered if not guaronteed. God knows who even really wants it. some member's of the crew are intent of retiring. or returning to mexico or possibly going back to school at the end of the season so god know really what might happen. But i think daily i find more and more personnal investment in creating a place formyself into this organization.
The problem in that is that i'm a smart ass and temperamental little cunt sometimes. which i suppose i need to learn to channel into something more peacefull... also i have to find a good rut to party in. get used to the taste of 40's again and stay away from the amphetamines.. wemf is an exception to this of course.
i havn'nt expected girls to affect me so much this year. 6 months in and things hav changed dramatically several times but i don't (for once) feel I have changed. i can see other people have but i feel as though i'm the same and have participated in my relationships of all types dutifuly without allowing my own personnality to be affected... zuh?!
i have found the best correlation so far is i have gone through girls like cigarette brands. i am in a "between brand" right now.. gauloise..light... delicious, hard, sultry... expensive (damnit)
maybe sooner or later i'll get come commited, like a carton of natives... light... but for now i'm good with gauloise and maybe the occasional dunhill, the more short term and brutally european cut of an entirely canadian smoke.
we'll see