Being Selfish ::: But still need to vent
I just got off the phone with Ryan... apparently he went out with Charlie last night. I'm really bothered by that. I know it shouldn't be that big of a deal, but I've never liked Charlie. And Charlie has never liked me. In fact, I know that Charlie tried to convince Ryan not to marry me *sigh* so I'm pissy about the fact that they went out partying until like 4 in the morning.
But when I brought this up to Ryan he told me I should get over it and just trust him. GrRr! It's not him I don't trust, it's Charlie!!!! DAMNIT!!!
What bothers me even more is that Ryan sounded so distant during the whole conversation. I felt like I was talking to a brick wall... and when we hung up we didn't even say "I Love You."
I'm so freakin pissed!!!