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So things are getting weird in the life of good old janine. Home life is somewhat satisfactory, i like my job, my friends have little to no drama, i'm not ready to move back to SD, two of my best friends have left, and i now have a boyfriend. Its a big change for me. and all of them are great except one, i hate that V and jared are gone. And i hate that my last few moments with them were consumed in frustration with Clarissa. I miss them already and i dont feel lioke i really got to say good-bye. But i guess that is better than doing the good-bye thing????? i dont know and i'm slightly angry that they left. slightly jealous too. its been on my mind lately. i want to move to a new and exciting place. I want to uproot my life and start this whole new exciting thing. But of course i dont because there is way too much holding me here now. How do things change so drastically in such a short period of time?
Warning: THIS POST WILL BE AWKWARD AND IT WILL JUMP AROUND A LOT...SORRY.
Well i guess you all know at this point but to spell it completely out, Greg and i are seeing each other. Is seeing the right term? Well, he is my boyfriend. Wow that sounds weird coming from me. But i am really happy about it. And tonight he came over and met my parents :/ It went well according to both parties so i guess things are good. They both said "nice" things so.... I felt bad though because we were supposed to go to some play in the park or something with greg's mom and my mom kinda strong-handed the situation for us to stay at my house. For some reason i was nervous about this whole thing. It wasnt that big of a deal though, in retrospective. I guess it was big to my parents though because i've never brought anyone to my house for them to meet. In my track record with the opposite sex, no one has ever even cared or bothered to want to meet my family. And now theres this new guy who cares, i guess. i'm stunned, thrown for a loop, flabergasted... i'm almost afraid that i am gonna fuck this up somehow. WHat if i already have? no i dont think i have. Here's hoping!
Warning: THIS POST WILL BE AWKWARD AND IT WILL JUMP AROUND A LOT...SORRY.
Well i guess you all know at this point but to spell it completely out, Greg and i are seeing each other. Is seeing the right term? Well, he is my boyfriend. Wow that sounds weird coming from me. But i am really happy about it. And tonight he came over and met my parents :/ It went well according to both parties so i guess things are good. They both said "nice" things so.... I felt bad though because we were supposed to go to some play in the park or something with greg's mom and my mom kinda strong-handed the situation for us to stay at my house. For some reason i was nervous about this whole thing. It wasnt that big of a deal though, in retrospective. I guess it was big to my parents though because i've never brought anyone to my house for them to meet. In my track record with the opposite sex, no one has ever even cared or bothered to want to meet my family. And now theres this new guy who cares, i guess. i'm stunned, thrown for a loop, flabergasted... i'm almost afraid that i am gonna fuck this up somehow. WHat if i already have? no i dont think i have. Here's hoping!