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I'm a procrastinator. So I'm going to procratinate on packing right now.
All of this is happening so sudden. It's exciting, but sad. I hae to go into work today and be brave. We have a staff meeting tonight so I'll get to see everyone. Nobody really understands though. Where I work.. with all the people.. as lame as it sounds.. we're a family. Everyone has come to be a best friend. And now I'm leaving them. Everyone keeps telling me that it's not going to be the same without me. It's not going to be the same without them.
I'm pretty sure I'll cry at work today. If not, tomorrow definately. My last day.
There are so many people I want to see before I go. I got to see Vanessa, and briefly saw Krista the other night. Amanda is coming down tonight to help me clean the apartment <3. I havent seen Vicki in a couple weeks and I have her jacket! I havent even spoken to Kim or Lydia in months. Same with Carson. I havent seen Darren in a while. I guess I'm just a walk-on ferry ride away from here. And I live downtown -- so if need be I can harbour lynx to downtown Nanaimo whenever. I need to come back for Diana's 'born again virgin' party. Danielle's baby shower. Christmas. Y'all better visit.
I'm getting really excited though. It's a new chapter. Don't worry though, most of you are recurring characters in my book. Hell, you ARE my story.
I think it'll be fun living with Jen. We're both vegetarian. We both love shoes. We know all the same [work] people. And she's on the island half of the time so we can't get sick of eachother.. And since she comes here a lot, I'm obviously tagging along a LOT.
But I guess this is a goodbye. A goodbye to my home. It's time for a new home. But this will always feel like home. Home is where your friends are. Your family. My buddha I feel like I'm giving my death speech. But it's hard. I'm even going to miss Jeremy a lot. Regardless of how much I hate it at times.. He is still the last 2 years of my life. Almost everyday. I've learned a lot from him. Be it by doing the opposite of what he does or not haha. I wish him the best of luck and I hope he changes for the better. I hope he gets closer with his family. I hope he calms down a bit. I hope he finds someone whom he really cares about.
I'm going to miss Dana. She is where I get all my advice from. She listens, understands, and gives back positive constructive critisism. I'm going to hug her today. I'm going to miss all my starbucks people lol. Shannon, Brian, Sarah.. everyone. One last frap baby, one last frap. I'm so gay, jesus.
All my return customers.. WAH :'(
OKAY! Change is good. I'm so fucking excited. It's up to me to make SURE I keep in contact with these people, and I will. I'm going to tell Diana today that I want to have us write eachother once a week and snail it. I truely think she could be my soulmate. We're different, but the same. She is one of the top 5 best things to ever happen to me in my life.
There are some more of that top 5 that can read this, but I'm not gonna start a war! ;-) I can't afford the gas price to go up. That sounded funny in my head.
Okay. Shower time. I need to leave in an hour and I havent even IRON'D!
Goodbye for now, but never goodnight.
All of this is happening so sudden. It's exciting, but sad. I hae to go into work today and be brave. We have a staff meeting tonight so I'll get to see everyone. Nobody really understands though. Where I work.. with all the people.. as lame as it sounds.. we're a family. Everyone has come to be a best friend. And now I'm leaving them. Everyone keeps telling me that it's not going to be the same without me. It's not going to be the same without them.
I'm pretty sure I'll cry at work today. If not, tomorrow definately. My last day.
There are so many people I want to see before I go. I got to see Vanessa, and briefly saw Krista the other night. Amanda is coming down tonight to help me clean the apartment <3. I havent seen Vicki in a couple weeks and I have her jacket! I havent even spoken to Kim or Lydia in months. Same with Carson. I havent seen Darren in a while. I guess I'm just a walk-on ferry ride away from here. And I live downtown -- so if need be I can harbour lynx to downtown Nanaimo whenever. I need to come back for Diana's 'born again virgin' party. Danielle's baby shower. Christmas. Y'all better visit.
I'm getting really excited though. It's a new chapter. Don't worry though, most of you are recurring characters in my book. Hell, you ARE my story.
I think it'll be fun living with Jen. We're both vegetarian. We both love shoes. We know all the same [work] people. And she's on the island half of the time so we can't get sick of eachother.. And since she comes here a lot, I'm obviously tagging along a LOT.
But I guess this is a goodbye. A goodbye to my home. It's time for a new home. But this will always feel like home. Home is where your friends are. Your family. My buddha I feel like I'm giving my death speech. But it's hard. I'm even going to miss Jeremy a lot. Regardless of how much I hate it at times.. He is still the last 2 years of my life. Almost everyday. I've learned a lot from him. Be it by doing the opposite of what he does or not haha. I wish him the best of luck and I hope he changes for the better. I hope he gets closer with his family. I hope he calms down a bit. I hope he finds someone whom he really cares about.
I'm going to miss Dana. She is where I get all my advice from. She listens, understands, and gives back positive constructive critisism. I'm going to hug her today. I'm going to miss all my starbucks people lol. Shannon, Brian, Sarah.. everyone. One last frap baby, one last frap. I'm so gay, jesus.
All my return customers.. WAH :'(
OKAY! Change is good. I'm so fucking excited. It's up to me to make SURE I keep in contact with these people, and I will. I'm going to tell Diana today that I want to have us write eachother once a week and snail it. I truely think she could be my soulmate. We're different, but the same. She is one of the top 5 best things to ever happen to me in my life.
There are some more of that top 5 that can read this, but I'm not gonna start a war! ;-) I can't afford the gas price to go up. That sounded funny in my head.
Okay. Shower time. I need to leave in an hour and I havent even IRON'D!
Goodbye for now, but never goodnight.