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God, I don't even know where to begin...
Nearly a month ago I learned that one of my cousins is suffering from depression and god knows what else, because no one is telling me anything concrete, just that she's sick. Even though she's taking meds and going to therapy to get better the path to recovery will be long. And now it seems it will be even longer and more painful, for everyone.
Then just when it appeared that things were looking up her father suffered a stroke. He's been in ICU for about a week and even though we were shocked and worried to learn that we all held hope that he will recover and get better, eventually. But the thing is, he's not getting better.
Today we received news that he's getting worse. In fact the doctor told my aunt to basically prepare for the worst and that it's only a matter of time.
For fucks sake, the wife of my grandpa's brother suffered through three heart attacks and she's alive and well at like 80, but uncle Fil won't survive a fucking stroke...
They don't deserve that. He's got so much for live for. He's got two beautiful, brilliant twins and a loving wife, he's got family to live for. And yet, life is taking him away from them, from us.
If my mom and dad and uncle are broken now I can't imagine how devastated they will be after...
I just can't wrap my mind around it. Why is it that such tragedies always happen to our families? Haven't we been through enough? Haven't we suffered enough?
I'm just so tired of losing people I love...