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today when we were hanging out in the cemetary and on the trippin tree that we would have made the perfect movie. with the right music...
the night was warm and i could see EVERYTHING from the tree. the world scurried beneath us, quiet and far off. despite the sinking feeling in my stomach i finally felt like i was stepping through the front door of my home, 30 feet up in the air.
something like that. its true too. i realized that before around this time last year my life wasnt even an existence. i mean im still not living it right, but whatever. i feel like ive been wasting my time. i dont know i dont know i dont know i dont know. i wasnt even a person. bygones be bygones you go get the hell on you and yo momma.
we are recording a cd with jack in december.
in psych we are learning about the symptoms of ADD and i have all of them severly. i dont think that i have ADD anymroe, i know i have it. but im not gonna do anything about it quite yet. the main giveaway was that the more i think, the less my brain actually works. so i do my best thinking when im not thinking. i think this explains alot about me.
ive been learning alot about the brain in general, liek the way that one of the functions of your brain is to color a certain experience with an emotion. ive been thinking of things with this point of view recently.
i dont even know what im doing. i hate and love everything. im gonna sleep for a while i think.
the night was warm and i could see EVERYTHING from the tree. the world scurried beneath us, quiet and far off. despite the sinking feeling in my stomach i finally felt like i was stepping through the front door of my home, 30 feet up in the air.
something like that. its true too. i realized that before around this time last year my life wasnt even an existence. i mean im still not living it right, but whatever. i feel like ive been wasting my time. i dont know i dont know i dont know i dont know. i wasnt even a person. bygones be bygones you go get the hell on you and yo momma.
we are recording a cd with jack in december.
in psych we are learning about the symptoms of ADD and i have all of them severly. i dont think that i have ADD anymroe, i know i have it. but im not gonna do anything about it quite yet. the main giveaway was that the more i think, the less my brain actually works. so i do my best thinking when im not thinking. i think this explains alot about me.
ive been learning alot about the brain in general, liek the way that one of the functions of your brain is to color a certain experience with an emotion. ive been thinking of things with this point of view recently.
i dont even know what im doing. i hate and love everything. im gonna sleep for a while i think.