Oct 27, 2007 03:38
though its almost tommorow. i feel free and i feel okay about things right now. i guess im looking towards music again for some sort of direction in my life.
i wrote a college essay and its alright i guess but i know i could do better. its about coltrane and his effect on me.
ive been leaving myself time lately for me to relax and it feels pretty good. too bad im working TWENTY FUCKING HOURS THIS FUCKING WEEKENED GODDAMMIT. goodthing im teaching myself to focus on the present, though, and not the past or the future. cause right now im gonna go listen to some trane and go to bed. tommorow is another day, another chance.