Comments | j3s: i am a car, remember that

j3s

i am a car, remember that

Apr 12, 2002 18:03

hrmm, just got back from a relaxing, long walk with my dog sam. as usual, i thought a lot on the walk. i thought about how eric and i used to take our dogs for a walk. i thought about being young and looking at the clouds while i laid around in the grass. i thought about being little again. i thought about all the people who lived or still ( Read more... )

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returntocentral April 13 2002, 01:29:14 UTC

i don't talk to 90% of people from high school anymore.
i said something to my friend tonight (i forgot what it was, but it had to do something with the movie k-pax, cause we had just watched it) and he said (about my comment), "that is why life is pointless. there's no reason to live." i wish i remember what i said.

j3s April 13 2002, 16:28:14 UTC

hehe..kpax is a good movie! lemme know if you remember or your friend remembers what you said.

orchestralspy April 13 2002, 07:49:15 UTC

You were right, about being forgotten. I'll be forgotten after I'm gone too, but I'm happier that way... very little of what we hear about "famous" people in history is accurate, anymore. We're hearing legends, not any truth. I'd rather be forgotten to time than become myth in it.

magdalena286 April 13 2002, 10:09:10 UTC

We're hearing legends, not any truth. I'd rather be forgotten to time than become myth in it.

That's never occurred to me.

As far as I am concerned, the only people I want to remember me are those I had a profound impact on in their lives. Certain people I can't forget because of their assistance or their lovingness or what have you. I'll remember what my role models were like, I just won't remember who they are. I'd rather be remembered because I was important to them, and if I wasn't, let me be forgotten. And when they die, let my memory die with them.

j3s April 13 2002, 16:31:03 UTC

i hope nobody took this as a negative entry...because i actually meant it as a positive one..and how i view life. life is something great to enjoy, and is worthwhile..there's just no point to it...besides the fact that we all can mean so much to eachother.

anyways...i guess i'm afraid that i'll be forgotten by people who have made impacts on me. i's all a part of life though. ::shrugs:

Re: magdalena286 April 13 2002, 16:58:07 UTC

I didn't take it as a negative entry... I just always sound angry when I write ; )

Great to enjoy and worthwhile? Yeah, that sounds like a good description to me. The way I see it, everything has some good resolution to it. Somewhere, you might have to look for it though. I love life.

Life = Dog Poop beyondposer April 13 2002, 11:53:54 UTC

I think what you saying is completly true ive realized that a few times already in my life. I've moved many times and Ive already been forgotten about. I go back to Rochester sometimes to visit i discovered the last time i went that people who were so much of my life and meant so much to me don't care anymore and seem to not remember the relationships we had. People like my friends Chris, Jon and Erik who were seriously like brothers to me couldve cared less that I was there. It was hard to swallow. and I wonder to myself how do they just let things like that disappear how do they just forget. Ive honestly never been able to forget. Maybe thats just because i have a tendency to cling to things. Ive had alot of experiences in my life where people have just sort of forgotten about me, my own father for example (which i wont go into). It's just something that happens no matter how sad and uneasy it makes you, it happens. There are many people though that do appreciate me and i dont think will forget about me and i feel the same about ( ... )

Re: Life = Dog Poop j3s April 13 2002, 16:34:38 UTC

werd....yah, i've never moved, so people always move away and forget about me. people always leave me =/ i guess i tend to hold on tight to some things and people in certain cases.

life can be dog poop, and life can be flowers