holy shit
it's a beautiful day out..and i'm inside, and bored as FUCK. dammit, why can't my friends be home? god i'm so bored. my aunt isn't home to take me dress shopping either. i must do something to get out of the house!! maybe i'll take my dog for another walk, or go for another 4 mile run so i won't have to be home!! yay.
at least it's sring break now!!!! woooo!!! only a few more days till i go to florida, where i will at least be out of ny state, and into hot weather. ::sigh::
ugh, i listened to a recording of the orchestra rehearsing the songs we're playing in disney. i wantd to see how i did on my solo part, to make sure i sounded okay. man, i am my worst critic. i thought i sounded so crappy sometimes. i'm getting so critical of myself i'm afraid i'm going to get a case of stage fright again. i picked out about a BILLION things that i thought sounded wrong. dammit dammit dammmit!!!!!!!!!!
so from tonight until tuesday night, i have to hang out with as many friends as possible, watch clockwork orange with brian, do a billion tons of math homework, and pack my clothes.
oh, and i slept out on the couch AGAIN. hahaha. i woke up at 2am and then at 5am. my mom and i can't believe i'm still alive, my sleeping patterns are extremely irregular...i think i've always had a problem with sleeping =/
god i love this song!
"if only we could all find some serenity"
"i'm just a dreamer, i dream my life away....i'm just a dreamer who dreams of better days."
at least it's sring break now!!!! woooo!!! only a few more days till i go to florida, where i will at least be out of ny state, and into hot weather. ::sigh::
ugh, i listened to a recording of the orchestra rehearsing the songs we're playing in disney. i wantd to see how i did on my solo part, to make sure i sounded okay. man, i am my worst critic. i thought i sounded so crappy sometimes. i'm getting so critical of myself i'm afraid i'm going to get a case of stage fright again. i picked out about a BILLION things that i thought sounded wrong. dammit dammit dammmit!!!!!!!!!!
so from tonight until tuesday night, i have to hang out with as many friends as possible, watch clockwork orange with brian, do a billion tons of math homework, and pack my clothes.
oh, and i slept out on the couch AGAIN. hahaha. i woke up at 2am and then at 5am. my mom and i can't believe i'm still alive, my sleeping patterns are extremely irregular...i think i've always had a problem with sleeping =/
god i love this song!
"if only we could all find some serenity"
"i'm just a dreamer, i dream my life away....i'm just a dreamer who dreams of better days."