so its 2:41am...
And even though its 77 degrees in the house, in bed its too hot and I cant sleep. Doesnt help that I am irritable and also have *someone* rubbing all over me, making it worse. Sweaty is NOT good. Ugh!
The more and more I think about it, the more and more I am ready to commit to moving out-of-state. I have some great friends here, but I believe that this time all wont be lost just because I move. I wont let it happen again.
In light of that, I am working on buyig a piece of land in Kansas, with a house on it... although it may or may not be the place we end up, I think that it will at least be a little nest egg for us. I have a company working on my credit and everything already.
Yesterday I was so very upset, that on the way home from dropping Will off, if the place had been open, I was going to get a tat or piercing. Instead, I just went home... shouldnt spend my money on that anyways.Though I really want that Punisher skull tat XD
Rams first birthday is in a month... supplies have been bought (Backyardigans), but since the whole house thing fell through, we dont have a place to hold the party. I am calling Gymboree today to see how much that will cost. I would hate to do it at a park.. too hot. I dont exactly know a whole whole lot of people with kids, and even the ones I know may not come, but still. I wonder if Publix has a Backyardigans cake...
I get paid on Wednesday, so I need to go get gift for Shannons son Rei's birthday party, which is Saturday. Im bringing Rams and Wook... hopefully I can handle both of them XD LOL
Because of this STOOPID weather, I am breaking out like a banshee (because they break out a lot??) ... I feel disgusting and theres not much I can do about it except wash my face regularly... which I do.Bleh.
Saw Toby Keith Friday night... was upset Kat couldnt come, but the concert itself was alright. Miranda Lambert was kinda boring, as was Flynnville Train, but Toby was good. Not as good as Kenny Chesney, but hey, not everyone can be that pimp!!
I feel like one of my eyelashes is getting infected. Weird.
Just found out that a fried of mine whome I hold very dear... well... his cancer came out of remission so he is going through a whole slew of more crap... not that he wasnt already. He just doesnt get a break... and it kills me that theres nothing I can do for him. If there were, I would do it in less than a heartbeat :(
Another friend of mine has been going through a bit of an emotional crisis.. which oddly enough is making me sit back and re-evaluate my own situation. The outlook on my end is grim, but I think my friend has hope of getting out of it and moving on.. if only they would stop torturing themselves!!! So frustrating!
Alright, it is now 2:57am, and I need to wake up at 6am for work. Argh. I hate Mondays!!!
(x-posted on myspace... not that anyone cares XD)
The more and more I think about it, the more and more I am ready to commit to moving out-of-state. I have some great friends here, but I believe that this time all wont be lost just because I move. I wont let it happen again.
In light of that, I am working on buyig a piece of land in Kansas, with a house on it... although it may or may not be the place we end up, I think that it will at least be a little nest egg for us. I have a company working on my credit and everything already.
Yesterday I was so very upset, that on the way home from dropping Will off, if the place had been open, I was going to get a tat or piercing. Instead, I just went home... shouldnt spend my money on that anyways.Though I really want that Punisher skull tat XD
Rams first birthday is in a month... supplies have been bought (Backyardigans), but since the whole house thing fell through, we dont have a place to hold the party. I am calling Gymboree today to see how much that will cost. I would hate to do it at a park.. too hot. I dont exactly know a whole whole lot of people with kids, and even the ones I know may not come, but still. I wonder if Publix has a Backyardigans cake...
I get paid on Wednesday, so I need to go get gift for Shannons son Rei's birthday party, which is Saturday. Im bringing Rams and Wook... hopefully I can handle both of them XD LOL
Because of this STOOPID weather, I am breaking out like a banshee (because they break out a lot??) ... I feel disgusting and theres not much I can do about it except wash my face regularly... which I do.Bleh.
Saw Toby Keith Friday night... was upset Kat couldnt come, but the concert itself was alright. Miranda Lambert was kinda boring, as was Flynnville Train, but Toby was good. Not as good as Kenny Chesney, but hey, not everyone can be that pimp!!
I feel like one of my eyelashes is getting infected. Weird.
Just found out that a fried of mine whome I hold very dear... well... his cancer came out of remission so he is going through a whole slew of more crap... not that he wasnt already. He just doesnt get a break... and it kills me that theres nothing I can do for him. If there were, I would do it in less than a heartbeat :(
Another friend of mine has been going through a bit of an emotional crisis.. which oddly enough is making me sit back and re-evaluate my own situation. The outlook on my end is grim, but I think my friend has hope of getting out of it and moving on.. if only they would stop torturing themselves!!! So frustrating!
Alright, it is now 2:57am, and I need to wake up at 6am for work. Argh. I hate Mondays!!!
(x-posted on myspace... not that anyone cares XD)