being grown UP isn't 1/2 as f u n as growing UP
hm so okay, i have a lot that i could talk about. but most of it, i don't want to talk about. make sense? it does to me! either that or i'm just too lazy to think that hard. i think i will take this golden opportunity to type random crap that pops into my head.
there are many things that instantly make me happy and smile. many, many things. and then some things are like a slap in the face for being so naive and stupid. nut that's good, right? it's good to get smacked down every now and then. it keeps you on your toes. lately, there are many people that make me extremely happy. i love that. i am so spoiled right now. i'm trying not to take this all granted. i'm definitely not complaining. i'm just really scared something awful is about to happen.
last night, Cassie pointed out the fact that i'm always over estatic and excited to meet someone new. my first thought was she doesn't know shit about me. but then i realized, she's right. i love that. because: 1) when someone can point out something about myself that i never realized before. 2) the idea that i've changed so much in the past year.. and for the better. 3) i'm happy and i'm not sure much of anything could bring me down terribly right now. i have so much to look forward to.
there are many things that instantly make me happy and smile. many, many things. and then some things are like a slap in the face for being so naive and stupid. nut that's good, right? it's good to get smacked down every now and then. it keeps you on your toes. lately, there are many people that make me extremely happy. i love that. i am so spoiled right now. i'm trying not to take this all granted. i'm definitely not complaining. i'm just really scared something awful is about to happen.
last night, Cassie pointed out the fact that i'm always over estatic and excited to meet someone new. my first thought was she doesn't know shit about me. but then i realized, she's right. i love that. because: 1) when someone can point out something about myself that i never realized before. 2) the idea that i've changed so much in the past year.. and for the better. 3) i'm happy and i'm not sure much of anything could bring me down terribly right now. i have so much to look forward to.