May 05, 2005 19:40
lacrosse ends tomorrow. im graduating in a lil over a month. and im leaving novato in a few months. its wierd. i thought i woulda figured it all out by now. i imagined graduating and leaving to solve all my problems. i thought all my answers would be answered and things would jsut work out because this is the phase in life where you are stable with your life. but its not. so much has changed but the questions still remain the same. i find myself in the same position i was at a few years ago, except i just accept that i am confused. its wierd because im still contemplating the same old questions and trying to break the mysteries of the past. but its all the same. am i going to go through life trying to figure out its meaning the whole time? when does it come to the point where i know things are going to be a certain way and i know the answer to all my problems? or does that ever happen?
does time really change everything?