I feel this is needed
I barely even have time to make a livejournal entry, and to tell the truth I have no idea why I'm doing it. But I just spent the last 13 minutes venting to my computer screen and then deleted every word of it. so here's a basic summary:
I'm not happy. You piss me off a great deal; I'm just too scared to tell you because I don't want to fight and I don't want to stop calling you "my best friend" because I wouldn't have anyone else to give that title to.
I have so many things to do and no motivation to get them done.
I need something new in my life. I was counting on summer for that, but in light of recent events, I think I can predict exactly how summer's going to go.
I don't think I'm going to cry at graduation. Not at all.