Oh the ups and downs of microsoft...
I've just spent 2 hours staring at my screen while the comp did a check up of the harddrive. It found nothing, said it was all clean. Don't know where the problem comes from. I had Pascal on the phone earlier and he said if this doesn't come up with a result, it might be dust that causes the comp to heat up and turn off. If it happens again, he'll come round and open the comp to see if that's the problem. If that doesn't work, I'll be left with the only remaining choice: re-install everything. Oh joy. Thank fuck I saved everything last night, or I'd be dying even more than I am now. I haven't eaten since the one bit of bread this morning. I just can't stand the thought.
I know I sound like a total freak, but hey! That's my journal and that's who I am.
Now I just need to relax. I think I'm getting in such a state because I hate not being in control. I know nothing about computers and can't prevent them from doing this or that and don't know what's going on, and I hate it. I need to always know what's going on cos I like to know I have control on things. It unsettles me if I don't.
Or maybe I'm just totally crazy.
BUT the good news of the day is: my dad came in my room earlier and said he wanted to talk about my trip to Amsterdam. I thought he would give me the whole 'do-not-take-drugs' lecture but he said that since I did so well at uni this year, he would give me 150€ for the trip :D So that pays the hotel and a bit of the flight! Yay! I love my dad!
I know I sound like a total freak, but hey! That's my journal and that's who I am.
Now I just need to relax. I think I'm getting in such a state because I hate not being in control. I know nothing about computers and can't prevent them from doing this or that and don't know what's going on, and I hate it. I need to always know what's going on cos I like to know I have control on things. It unsettles me if I don't.
Or maybe I'm just totally crazy.
BUT the good news of the day is: my dad came in my room earlier and said he wanted to talk about my trip to Amsterdam. I thought he would give me the whole 'do-not-take-drugs' lecture but he said that since I did so well at uni this year, he would give me 150€ for the trip :D So that pays the hotel and a bit of the flight! Yay! I love my dad!