Life is starting to look beautiful...
I feel SO good since I started on this diet. It's really changing me. I've started taking care of myself, of my body, something I'd never done before. I feel a bit more confident and today I realised I even started noticing people looking at me in a positive way. I never paid attention to men looking at me before and wouldn't believe my mum or friends when they told me men were looking at me in a good way. I was just totally blind. As Gok would say, confidence is the key! Hehe.
Today I went into town in the hope of finding a nice outfit for Cristina's wedding at the end of the month. I couldn't find anything in the first two shops I went to, and H&M is becoming crap :s I went into Zara, which was an achievement in itself cos I never go in there alone for the saleswomen looking at me as if I don't belong in there, but I just don't give a fuck now. I tried a couple of things on and was surprised to see some of the items actually fitted! I tried a nice dress on but after I described it to my mum on the phone, she said I shouldn't take it. I bought a nice green top instead, to wear with black trousers. God, I can't believe I bought something from Zara... Life IS changing haha. Still, I wasn't very satisfied with this outfit, and feeling a bit shite again I walked into one last shop, one I usually avoid cos their clothes are not really for young people, and there it was! The perfect dress, the one I always wanted, waiting for me! It's gorgeous and it makes me feel pretty. It's white and 1960s inspired. I'll post a pic tomorrow when I'm on my own comp. So now I feel even better with myself. I can look at myself in the mirror and not feel too depressed cos I know it's gonna change. I'm determined.
Tomorrow I'm going to try to find some shoes to go with my lovely dress. Hee I'm so excited.
Today I went into town in the hope of finding a nice outfit for Cristina's wedding at the end of the month. I couldn't find anything in the first two shops I went to, and H&M is becoming crap :s I went into Zara, which was an achievement in itself cos I never go in there alone for the saleswomen looking at me as if I don't belong in there, but I just don't give a fuck now. I tried a couple of things on and was surprised to see some of the items actually fitted! I tried a nice dress on but after I described it to my mum on the phone, she said I shouldn't take it. I bought a nice green top instead, to wear with black trousers. God, I can't believe I bought something from Zara... Life IS changing haha. Still, I wasn't very satisfied with this outfit, and feeling a bit shite again I walked into one last shop, one I usually avoid cos their clothes are not really for young people, and there it was! The perfect dress, the one I always wanted, waiting for me! It's gorgeous and it makes me feel pretty. It's white and 1960s inspired. I'll post a pic tomorrow when I'm on my own comp. So now I feel even better with myself. I can look at myself in the mirror and not feel too depressed cos I know it's gonna change. I'm determined.
Tomorrow I'm going to try to find some shoes to go with my lovely dress. Hee I'm so excited.