Something's gotta give....

Feb 01, 2006 13:10

I went to BRCC, today. It felt so weird going back to my college. I felt like an outsider, but I managed. I miss my friends. I miss having homework. I miss feeling as if I am getting my money's worth of education. I miss having a strict schedule that has to be followed. I miss Alex. I miss listening to the baseball players' conversations. I miss it all. I didn't want it to happen this way.

Jen and I have been hanging out a lot, lately. We have a sisterly connection that is not really common, in my past and recent friendships. It feels nice having someone I can always count on. It feels nice having someone that will be honest, whether I want honesty or not. It feels nice having someone to talk to about...everything.

New York is coming up. I depart Hendersonville, in 3 days. The emotion of being nervous has diminished, and I am left with excitement, overwhelment, and optimism. As I have said before, I will be surrounded by good, positive, and caring people. Each person is amazing, in his/her way. To my NYC-LPU family, kisses and hugs. It has definitely been worth the 2-5 years of getting to know each of you, and now, a dream is FINALLY coming true. ♥ ♥ .

Work has been going smooth. We had problems, on Saturday, but those seem like distant memories. My emotions are looking up.
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