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I was meant to update yesterday but I'm back in my funk..
It was such a long day on Tuesday, by the time we got back from London and I had sorted James out I just didn't have the energy to do anything. Then James woke up screaming at 10.30pm so any chance of a quiet evening was well out of the window..
London went well. It was a busy day but it was fun going back and seeing everyone. We went to our old house and that was weird!! Then we popped in and had a cup of tea with one of my friends.. She couldn't get over how much James had changed. He was terrified of her though. He screamed everytime she tried to speak to him. He just sat on my lap the whole time and pulled my hand over his eyes lol... Everytime I tried to move my hand he would pull it back.
So I've been in my funk for 6 days now and I'm getting more & more depressed and anxious as each day passes.. I'm terrified to eat on the best if days but at the moment everytime I even try to eat, just a little bite, has me feeling sick. How can I eat when I feel sick?? I seriously can't cope anymore.. Anthony says it's because my body isn't used to food.. I don't know.. I'm getting to the point where I don't care.. I've had enough.. :(
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