Feb 28, 2005 00:59
I love you so much!!!!
I am definitely sitting here in Partnership 2 crying. and no, it's not from the bite marks CA left on me ;)
I am so glad that I got to go visit you. Like I said, February has been an emotional time: just mounting and mounting and I swear that I would have commit myself if I didn't get to see you. I feel like I can talk to you about anything and everything, but more importantly, I want to hear everything that you want to say. Everyone wants to talk about themselves, because secretly we question ourselves and rely on the judgement or support of others. But with you, it's not so much that as that I want to hear all about your life. Not because I have any feelings of being left out from the whole young and in college thing, but because I care so much about you: I want you to be happy and have great friends that treat you as great as you treat others, have love in every way, less stress, and all your dreams come true. I love where you are in your journey of self discovery. And the whole point is that we don't know and can't plan for how our lives will develop. But I already see the great strides you are taking: the trip to Georgia, Gana, being so involved in the issues you care about, knowing your qualities that you think are important to you. You are MY rock, my safety, my comfort. You're my peanut-butter cup ice cream at the end of the day :). I feel like there are so many layers to me. And certain people in my life can only get so many layers deep. But with no fear in my heart, I trust you to peel apart those layers and see my core, much like Donkey and Shrek :). You know I'm being sincere and sitting here cry-laughing if I bring up Donkey :). I care so much about you and am so so glad you are such a blissful part of my life. I just cannot wait until summer, to sit on my patio late at night, listening to the crickets, staring at the stars. And I already know that it's moments like those I will never forget. We haven't forgotten the bad, but we'll always rmember those "normal" days, right? Sitting at you table eating ice cream while Nicholas plays piano and chases the cat. Staying up all night to swoon over Adam day. Spend forever trying to figure out "that guy's" name from the fire truck bed. Visiting you at work, both at Dairy Barn, and in between shifts at CC. I could go on forever, and as an English major I should know that I should end with my stringest point. But honestly.....the words that describe how I feel cannot be found in the Oxford dictionary.
I love you!