beaten' em up
At work again. I love how the day shift loads my kids up on soda, candy and ice cream then leaves them for me to put to bed. And when I say kids, I mean 16-22 year old boys: young men. lol.
So had ppl over the house this week. Was fun as usual, got to see some pretty faces. Mirielle's gf is very nice. So is Richie's gf. Derek's tattoo is way cool. Diana's only puzzles me lol. The kid went berserk, it came in 2nd best only to me, John and Caitlin throwing him over the Clifford bike. hehe. He's going on a field trip next Friday, we'll see how that goes hehe.
So the pain in the ass family across the street....the neighbors on the left side of the duplex called the cops on the right side. It was awesome! lol, it's the little things that get me hehe.
I'm on vacation all next week and I want to do something fun and exciting. I'm minus the kiddo. Let's pack it up and go to Canada, NY, Maine, whatever. I wanna go camping on the cape...this cool place my friend told me about.
Been feeling pretty lousy past two weeks or so. Stress I suppose. Pei was a great friend and said she'd help me home from the hospital but I didn't go in for surgery because of complications. I called today and I have an appointment on Monday and then I will reschedule. Every time this happens I feel so weak for a while. It's like I try all I can to be normal when I'm out and about or with friends, but when I'm alone, I crash, and when NIcholas wakes me up, I want to cry, lol. I know this won't be the last surgery either. I haven't told Mike about this one. I'm scared to tell him because he has a lot on his plate now. Also it'll stress him out and when he's stressed it sets me off big time, then I can't function. lol. It's better if I tell him after. Thanks pei for being my "I'll carry you home so you don't pass out" friend!
Family's being stupid. Don't they know the only ppl they hurt are the ones around them? Everything they've done, it haunts me. To the point that I remember things I never knew I could. I'm freaked, and I'm losing faith. I once had a friend who taught me faith by his example......I wonder where he is...another example of lost faith. I fear they will drive me to insanity, if I'm not there already! I also fear I will become them. Or I am them.
Anyway, on a happier note.....vacation! God I can't believe summer is almost over. I need to get that "Jesus is my Homeboy" tshirt, just to freak out my superchristian yeh yeh. hehehe.
I miss and love you Abbott and I hope you're with people who love you and treat you right.
So had ppl over the house this week. Was fun as usual, got to see some pretty faces. Mirielle's gf is very nice. So is Richie's gf. Derek's tattoo is way cool. Diana's only puzzles me lol. The kid went berserk, it came in 2nd best only to me, John and Caitlin throwing him over the Clifford bike. hehe. He's going on a field trip next Friday, we'll see how that goes hehe.
So the pain in the ass family across the street....the neighbors on the left side of the duplex called the cops on the right side. It was awesome! lol, it's the little things that get me hehe.
I'm on vacation all next week and I want to do something fun and exciting. I'm minus the kiddo. Let's pack it up and go to Canada, NY, Maine, whatever. I wanna go camping on the cape...this cool place my friend told me about.
Been feeling pretty lousy past two weeks or so. Stress I suppose. Pei was a great friend and said she'd help me home from the hospital but I didn't go in for surgery because of complications. I called today and I have an appointment on Monday and then I will reschedule. Every time this happens I feel so weak for a while. It's like I try all I can to be normal when I'm out and about or with friends, but when I'm alone, I crash, and when NIcholas wakes me up, I want to cry, lol. I know this won't be the last surgery either. I haven't told Mike about this one. I'm scared to tell him because he has a lot on his plate now. Also it'll stress him out and when he's stressed it sets me off big time, then I can't function. lol. It's better if I tell him after. Thanks pei for being my "I'll carry you home so you don't pass out" friend!
Family's being stupid. Don't they know the only ppl they hurt are the ones around them? Everything they've done, it haunts me. To the point that I remember things I never knew I could. I'm freaked, and I'm losing faith. I once had a friend who taught me faith by his example......I wonder where he is...another example of lost faith. I fear they will drive me to insanity, if I'm not there already! I also fear I will become them. Or I am them.
Anyway, on a happier note.....vacation! God I can't believe summer is almost over. I need to get that "Jesus is my Homeboy" tshirt, just to freak out my superchristian yeh yeh. hehehe.
I miss and love you Abbott and I hope you're with people who love you and treat you right.