Life could not get any worse, Right????
Well not too much new with me,
Well okay, yes there is,
but its not really new stuff, just kind of well, weird,
lately i have been spacing out alot, i mean, not like spacing out like i am doing drugs or something, just i have noticed how big the world is, and i am so small type of thing, yes i know physically there are other planets bigger than that of which we live, but i mean people wise, as far as individual life, it is so massive, and everyone has a soul, or do they? i have been thinking alot about this, what is soul? Do i have one? Im not sure sometimes, i seem to do alot of mean things, and i hurt alot of people in the process, i have come to realize that i am not as mellow as i once was, i dont seem to care about anyone or anything as much as i did, and i have become a horrible person, i cant figure out where Jesse went, all that remains is I, i have been trying to get myself back, but i am no where to be found, why did i lose it all, why did it all have to go away? I must have done something wrong in a past life, i feel so down right now, but i guess i will live right? Life goes on....
Other than that, still no job, been doing some photography, for this studio, but its really going no where,
Went with my uncle today to Atlas, hes going to get the left side of his chest done, then he will pretty much be complete, well except for his legs, but that shit costs alot of money when you get addicted to it i guess. I wanted to go to see how they do it, i dont think i would ever get anything on me, not that i dont like the idea, not that i think it would hurt, just that i dont know what represents my self, maybe i should get loser printed on the right side of my face,
i might be going away soon though, excited about that,
thinking of traveling to Nova Scotia,
I have some friends there, might be fun
say around the 25th of this month?
Fun fun.
Anyways, i just wanted to update everyone, theres only like a few people that would even see this or read this, so i wanted to tell ya that i miss ya and i think about you.
and i hope that your lives are going well and that you can call me whenever.
im always around somewhere.
Jesse
Well okay, yes there is,
but its not really new stuff, just kind of well, weird,
lately i have been spacing out alot, i mean, not like spacing out like i am doing drugs or something, just i have noticed how big the world is, and i am so small type of thing, yes i know physically there are other planets bigger than that of which we live, but i mean people wise, as far as individual life, it is so massive, and everyone has a soul, or do they? i have been thinking alot about this, what is soul? Do i have one? Im not sure sometimes, i seem to do alot of mean things, and i hurt alot of people in the process, i have come to realize that i am not as mellow as i once was, i dont seem to care about anyone or anything as much as i did, and i have become a horrible person, i cant figure out where Jesse went, all that remains is I, i have been trying to get myself back, but i am no where to be found, why did i lose it all, why did it all have to go away? I must have done something wrong in a past life, i feel so down right now, but i guess i will live right? Life goes on....
Other than that, still no job, been doing some photography, for this studio, but its really going no where,
Went with my uncle today to Atlas, hes going to get the left side of his chest done, then he will pretty much be complete, well except for his legs, but that shit costs alot of money when you get addicted to it i guess. I wanted to go to see how they do it, i dont think i would ever get anything on me, not that i dont like the idea, not that i think it would hurt, just that i dont know what represents my self, maybe i should get loser printed on the right side of my face,
i might be going away soon though, excited about that,
thinking of traveling to Nova Scotia,
I have some friends there, might be fun
say around the 25th of this month?
Fun fun.
Anyways, i just wanted to update everyone, theres only like a few people that would even see this or read this, so i wanted to tell ya that i miss ya and i think about you.
and i hope that your lives are going well and that you can call me whenever.
im always around somewhere.
Jesse