Jul 12, 2005 19:33
Ok... my Grandma died back in September.
So my dream last night had to do with her.
On with the dream...
We where having a cookout and Grandma was there. No one was talking to her she was just sitting there eating a hot dog. (now mind you Grandma was always talking she was never ignored).
Then I noticed she was gone so I went inside to look for her. I was just so happy she was alive I didn't want to miss a minuet with her. She was sitting inside at the table all by herself playing with lego's. (why legos I have no clue). I sat down with her and I said...
"I finally went and saw your headstone."
She replied...
"That's ok i'm not there anyways"
(ok, see Grandma is not there, her body is but her soul is in heaven)
Then I started to tell her how I missed her and I wasn't ready for her to die and I want her back and I was crying and stuff but she didn't say anything else.
Then I was back outside and my mom was asking me why I was crying and I told her I was talking to Grandma and telling her how I missed her. Mom kinda looked at me funny and I said to my mom...
"You didn't see her? She's here"
Mom said... "No I didn't see her"
It was then that I realized I was the only one that could see her and that she was there with us.
Then I woke up... my pillow was soaked and I was crying in my sleep.
RIP
I love you Grandma. I miss you so much and I wish you were still here with me. The cancer took you away from us. You shouldn't have had to suffer like that. You should be here and healthy with Grandpa so he doesn't have to be alone and sad anymore.
I'll see you in heaven when I get there.