kangstbi
I knew some things are too good to be true. For the first time in my life a girl actually had feelings for me and now that is over. I guess I should have been a jerk and forced a decision out of her. Instead I layed low and let her take her time. I gave her the choice of whatever makes you happy because I thought I made her happy. Apparantly that is not the case. I dont know what she is thinking but whatever it is I hope she is happy because I'm not. I love how I get my hopes up every time just to get shot down. Every fucking time just gets worse and worse and I hate the feeling of rejection. Or maybe it is just the feeling of when they say we can just be friends. I have too many just friends. I just want someone to be with and I guess it is too much to ask. This time is the worst ever because I thought she actually liked me and that I had a chance. I guess that just makes it feel even worse. I dont know what else to say except for fuck it...
Other than I that I am glad she is better and hopefully feeling better after she caught this virus thing. I was worried about her last night after she had to leave because she was throwing up and such. So i'm glad she is ok.
Other than I that I am glad she is better and hopefully feeling better after she caught this virus thing. I was worried about her last night after she had to leave because she was throwing up and such. So i'm glad she is ok.