When I start to write I can't stop....
So my birthday is in 10days, and I still don’t know what to do…
Maybe a party?
God I suck at updating…
Here is a little one.
This summer has probably one of the best summers I have ever had. I’ve been keeping busy a lot and I’m getting everything in order with myself.
I’m really happy where I’m at, just not in this location.
I really didn’t want to go back to sickle’s next year, I wasn’t suppose to.
I said my good-byes. And I was ready to leave, but since we haven’t sold our house we are stuck here.
Damn these houses.
I don’t know its kind of scary going into your junior year, apply for colleges, SAT’s and what not…
some say its going to be the hardest year of your life, others say its going to be the best. I don’t know. I GUEESS WE WILL SEE!
With my current situation, and the chance, well maybe not “chance”, the definite possibility of disappointment, or annoyance I think this year I will keep to myself a little bit more, not so much to be an outcast, but to stay away from the well known high school bullshit drama Sickle’s holds very dear to its heart.
Its obvious how next year is going to be, you know, just look at last years yearbook, most of the taken pictures are from one select group. And that group is going to be the one that sticks together till senior year, maybe just for the sake of popularity, or maybe it’s because they care about each other?
Who knows?
I’m really tired of the whole scene idea, every time I walk somewhere, or I go to a show, they are all in uniform.
I mean I don’t have room to talk because I like that style, and I enjoy some of the music. But I don’t take it as far as I have to wear this, or I have to look/listen/act like this. It’s just gotten to the point where I am WAITING for the next theme to come along.
Whatever happened to when we all were in elementary school, with those horrible 90’s clothing, bright mismatched colors, no one cared about who was popular, or who had the nicest clothes, or what you listened to. Hell we listened to SPICE GIRLS, BSB, N’SYNC…how ever you spell it.
I’m so ready to move out on my own, meet new people. College life will be a lot different, a lot less drama from people, more mature people who could careless if you are “popular” or fit into their little scene.
God I’m so not ready to go back to Sickle’s I’m really hoping for some miracle that we sell our house and get the hell out of here before school starts, I don’t even care if its half way through. I don’t want to graduate with these people; I don’t want to see these people.
I’m just really in need for a scenery change.
Wow I thought I was going to post a little entry today, oh well, makes up for lost time.
I would write more, but it’s just a waste of space in peoples LJ friends area.
Maybe a party?
God I suck at updating…
Here is a little one.
This summer has probably one of the best summers I have ever had. I’ve been keeping busy a lot and I’m getting everything in order with myself.
I’m really happy where I’m at, just not in this location.
I really didn’t want to go back to sickle’s next year, I wasn’t suppose to.
I said my good-byes. And I was ready to leave, but since we haven’t sold our house we are stuck here.
Damn these houses.
I don’t know its kind of scary going into your junior year, apply for colleges, SAT’s and what not…
some say its going to be the hardest year of your life, others say its going to be the best. I don’t know. I GUEESS WE WILL SEE!
With my current situation, and the chance, well maybe not “chance”, the definite possibility of disappointment, or annoyance I think this year I will keep to myself a little bit more, not so much to be an outcast, but to stay away from the well known high school bullshit drama Sickle’s holds very dear to its heart.
Its obvious how next year is going to be, you know, just look at last years yearbook, most of the taken pictures are from one select group. And that group is going to be the one that sticks together till senior year, maybe just for the sake of popularity, or maybe it’s because they care about each other?
Who knows?
I’m really tired of the whole scene idea, every time I walk somewhere, or I go to a show, they are all in uniform.
I mean I don’t have room to talk because I like that style, and I enjoy some of the music. But I don’t take it as far as I have to wear this, or I have to look/listen/act like this. It’s just gotten to the point where I am WAITING for the next theme to come along.
Whatever happened to when we all were in elementary school, with those horrible 90’s clothing, bright mismatched colors, no one cared about who was popular, or who had the nicest clothes, or what you listened to. Hell we listened to SPICE GIRLS, BSB, N’SYNC…how ever you spell it.
I’m so ready to move out on my own, meet new people. College life will be a lot different, a lot less drama from people, more mature people who could careless if you are “popular” or fit into their little scene.
God I’m so not ready to go back to Sickle’s I’m really hoping for some miracle that we sell our house and get the hell out of here before school starts, I don’t even care if its half way through. I don’t want to graduate with these people; I don’t want to see these people.
I’m just really in need for a scenery change.
Wow I thought I was going to post a little entry today, oh well, makes up for lost time.
I would write more, but it’s just a waste of space in peoples LJ friends area.