winter break!
yeah i know no one is going to read this soo i dont even no wow i am typing but i am guess this might help me feel better about things
basically i really fucked things upp and i dont no how to fix it but we will get to that in a mintue
soo friday went out with the girls && went to the tannin bed and had lunch,then i went over amandas and we hung out with are new friend jeff &&went to starbucks
then saturday amanda and i went to broward mall and lunch and her hair appointment.then we had to go to babbysit then to mcdonalds and yeah i forgot after that
so sunday we woke up went to ryans saw his new puppy and then to the mall and lunch then had to get ready for amandas family christmas thing and that is when things got bad but i will talk about that in a min.
so monday we woke up late chilled had some english pancakes ryan came over we went to pick up amanda friend had lunch then aron came over and we watched 40 year old virgin and then i had to come home and basically been chilling since then!
SOO LETS TALK MORE ABOUT ME FUCKING UP!
soo basically i miss understood a comment someoneleft on a friends myspace..and lets just say i over reacted! then i was like ok whatever i will let this set soo at amandas christmas thing i had a little wine and basically this is when things get bad-- i say some pretty hurtfull things too a friends actually not a friends A BEST FRIEND!! and i really wasnt even thinking about what i was saying i was just saying it-- and now i really dont no what too do..and i have to tried to say i was sorry but nothing i do seems to help..and i kinda got someone else in trouble for what i said we really this person had nothing to do with it..soo now i am really sad and i really dont no what to do! i have to tried to say sorry! idk sould i just let it set for a while?should i talk to her again? i really dont no....
basically i really fucked things upp and i dont no how to fix it but we will get to that in a mintue
soo friday went out with the girls && went to the tannin bed and had lunch,then i went over amandas and we hung out with are new friend jeff &&went to starbucks
then saturday amanda and i went to broward mall and lunch and her hair appointment.then we had to go to babbysit then to mcdonalds and yeah i forgot after that
so sunday we woke up went to ryans saw his new puppy and then to the mall and lunch then had to get ready for amandas family christmas thing and that is when things got bad but i will talk about that in a min.
so monday we woke up late chilled had some english pancakes ryan came over we went to pick up amanda friend had lunch then aron came over and we watched 40 year old virgin and then i had to come home and basically been chilling since then!
SOO LETS TALK MORE ABOUT ME FUCKING UP!
soo basically i miss understood a comment someoneleft on a friends myspace..and lets just say i over reacted! then i was like ok whatever i will let this set soo at amandas christmas thing i had a little wine and basically this is when things get bad-- i say some pretty hurtfull things too a friends actually not a friends A BEST FRIEND!! and i really wasnt even thinking about what i was saying i was just saying it-- and now i really dont no what too do..and i have to tried to say i was sorry but nothing i do seems to help..and i kinda got someone else in trouble for what i said we really this person had nothing to do with it..soo now i am really sad and i really dont no what to do! i have to tried to say sorry! idk sould i just let it set for a while?should i talk to her again? i really dont no....