Dec 12, 2005 20:23
I hate insecurities, don't you? I hate thinking about petty stuff like "What does he NOT like about me? Does he think about me as often as I think about him? How much do I mean to him?"....It sucks being a girl...No matter what female you are, dyke, lesbo, deformed....we are ALL emotional and we can't fucking help it...
I just want in his head for one....hour...haha Should I trust his word and not worry...? Or be insecure like I am now and always be on watch...always suspicious...why can't I be in a relationship where I am completely care free? Oh, I know why...guys fuck me over everytime...
I don't even know why the fuck I'm complaining! He hasn't said anything or done anything...it's just ME being insecure....*sigh*....
Good luck Jo....
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