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It's Saturday afternoon and it's the day before my birthday! Well, I originally invited 4 people. Courtney, LeAnna, Nicki, and Ashley...I wasn't too sure if Nicki and Ashley were going to come since I told them kind of short notice, but I definately expected LeAnna and Courtney. I would have invited Leash, no doubt in my mind...but she had to go FUCK things up between us and tell lies and ruin any chance of me ever being her friend again...
Courtney hangs out with this one girl that doesn't go to our school. I said if she wanted to, she could invite her as well so she wouldn't feel discluded, but she said she was grounded. I call her today (day OF the birthday party) and apparently she stayed the night with this "grounded" friend...I mean it's not a big deal because maybe she was going to stay the night with her, and then Saturday night come stay with me!...Plus...it's only 1:30 and we aren't leaving for the Corn Field maze for another 4 hours or so...so I still have time...right? I guess I just had it all planned out in my head the way I wanted it to go and this is totally NOT the way...
LeAnna is going to come for sure...I know...why? Because we already talked about it. She said she had to work AND spend time with this friend that's been away from quite a while, but she said she wouldn't go to work, spend time with her friend, and then come over for the party. That is actually a pretty kick ass plan, but how the fuck am I suppose to get ahold of her if she isn't at home? I think she told her parents she was working but really went out...hmmmm...I still don't know if she's going to come but hopefully she will call me!
Nicki and Ashley are best friends and I invited them because they are perky fun girls...well they both had to do something so they aren't coming which is ok with me. I'd rather spend time with 2 close friends than 4 ok friends...not that they aren't good friends, I've just known LeAnna and Courtney longer...plus, they had to do what they had to do...no big deal...
It just sucks that it seems like everyone is busy on my birthday party day...Now it's just my sister, my step brother and I so far...*cries*...
Happy fucking birthday to me...
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Courtney hangs out with this one girl that doesn't go to our school. I said if she wanted to, she could invite her as well so she wouldn't feel discluded, but she said she was grounded. I call her today (day OF the birthday party) and apparently she stayed the night with this "grounded" friend...I mean it's not a big deal because maybe she was going to stay the night with her, and then Saturday night come stay with me!...Plus...it's only 1:30 and we aren't leaving for the Corn Field maze for another 4 hours or so...so I still have time...right? I guess I just had it all planned out in my head the way I wanted it to go and this is totally NOT the way...
LeAnna is going to come for sure...I know...why? Because we already talked about it. She said she had to work AND spend time with this friend that's been away from quite a while, but she said she wouldn't go to work, spend time with her friend, and then come over for the party. That is actually a pretty kick ass plan, but how the fuck am I suppose to get ahold of her if she isn't at home? I think she told her parents she was working but really went out...hmmmm...I still don't know if she's going to come but hopefully she will call me!
Nicki and Ashley are best friends and I invited them because they are perky fun girls...well they both had to do something so they aren't coming which is ok with me. I'd rather spend time with 2 close friends than 4 ok friends...not that they aren't good friends, I've just known LeAnna and Courtney longer...plus, they had to do what they had to do...no big deal...
It just sucks that it seems like everyone is busy on my birthday party day...Now it's just my sister, my step brother and I so far...*cries*...
Happy fucking birthday to me...
j0¤