I've always wanted to write an entry while smoking on the patio.
Admittently, I have been intentionally brief with my past couple entries considering the subject matter. But now, I want to address the issue of my new girlfriend, Roselynne.
Where to start? Ive known Roselynne for a couple years... she was a friend of Michaels and she was also in the music department.
It wasnt until recently where she started visiting more often cuz I guess she had a thing with Michaels roommate, Paul. (aka Paulie Pocket, or Bestie Paul) the thing with paul lasted less than a month, and everything got SUUUUPER complicated afterwards, including, but not limited to:
- Paul trying to get away on his motorcycle after Roselynne broke up with him while he was drunk and on drugs
- Roselynne getting angry at him for trying to ride away, crashing his motorcycle, and almost killing himself
- Roselynne hitting the crashed motorcycle out of anger/frustration at Paulie Pocket, and cutting her wrist/arm WIDE open on a shattered piece of broken motorcycle
- Joanna and Michael taking her to the Emergency Room because everyone who was at the house was on E and we were the only ones who were sober
- Roselynne and Bestie Paul getting in a tickle fight on New Years Eve (after the break up) that quickly turned into a real fight
- Paul punching Roselynne in the face not once, but twice, making her bleed from the mouth twice from two different places.
- Roselynne getting super pissed at Paul and trying to fight him for the whole night
- And much, much more! :D
But Anyway! Somewhere after the break up with Paul, and before New Years Eve, I fell for Roselynne. I distinctly remember while getting ready for the NYE party thinking about how the night was going to go, and how I hoped that when the clock struck midnight, I would be kissing her.
Sidenote: As many of you may know, I have this thing where I consistently ask people to marry me. Allie R, Stephen H, Justin B, Erica M, and Bryan Pellissier can all speak for this. I think at this point, I am up to four wives and four husbands. While Roselynne was still on her fling with Paulie Bleaker, I asked her to marry me, and she and I started calling each other wifey. Later, I dont remember if it was during, or after the thing with Paul Roselynne started asking for kisses on the cheek, to which I complied.
Once, Roselynne and I were in the same bed and we started a tickle war (worst idea ever, she has the boniest fingers in the world). I lost. As her reward, she pointed to her cheek, which was my signal to kiss her there. I kissed her on the cheek. Then she said, "That one wasnt good, just do one more." So I did, and when I did, she turned her head and kissed me. I think that was the time in which I started thinking that I MAYBE PERHAPS BY CHANCE liked her. haha
So anyway. It got to the point where we were together and I introduced her to my roommates as my girlfriend. Then she and I started throwing around the "girlfriend" word...
We had the exclusivity talk. We both agreed that we would be pretty pissed of the other was with other girls/guys, so we decided to be exclusive.
One day, she asked me out to dinner, and we ate at this restaurant called Cafe Piccalo, which is this pretty upscale restaurant within walking distance of my new apartment on Broadway, in the middle of downtown Long Beach. We had passed the restaurant before while on a walk, and I had mentioned to her that I had read really good things about it in the LA/OC Weekly, and that my former roommate had gone there with her bf on a romantic date. She asked me then if I wanted to go there, and I said yes, but it was too expensive. So when she asked me ahead of time to go on a date with her and then took me to that restaurant I thought it was very sweet. :) That night, she said that it was important to her that we had a date, so she asked me if I would be her girlfriend.
(Awwwww)
So thats how we became a couple, I guess? I feel like I'm in high school when I talk about it cuz I get all excited and everything.
Other random facts about her that I love:
- She plays guitar
- She has the voice of an angel and a bird combined into one voice
- She likes good music
- She is very beautiful
- Shes honest and true
- She has a unique sense of humor
- Her personality is addictive
- Shes a figher
- She stands for what she believes in
- She believes in me
- She is vulnerable
- Shes a klutz, and usually that would be a bad thing, but I think its funny
- She feels strong emotions, and although this is also a weak point, I think its also a strength to know what you are feeling
- She thinks I am amazing
- Her relationship with her brothers gives her strength
- She likes my family
- She is humble, but not too humble
- She likes to drive
- Shes protective of me in a cute way
- She can laugh at herself
- She likes to go out and do things
- Shes not afraid
- Her smile make me melt
- ... and much much more?
- I like bullet points.
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What this means about my sexuality:
No, I am not a lesbian. In fact, at first, I was afraid of any kind of commitment because I knew that as soon as I commit to this girl I would think about was dick.
But surprisingly, i havnt been.
but i mean
i still consider myself to be mostly straight.
it just so happens that i am falling for a girl right now.
yeah.
:)
Other stuff to come:
SF
Bay
School/Work/Appleby
Grad School
New Apartment