Dec 11, 2007 14:56
HI
soooo its juries week. and i wont be doing a jury. I'm taking an incomplete, which is actually kind of cool cuz it means that i get free lessons next semester since i wont be a music major anymore.
Oh, PS. i am not a music major anymore. i dont know if i told you, lj.
I'm pretty sad about it. but pretty happy at the same time. i am sad because music is what i do and its what ive spent my life on. My parents are very proud of my musical accomplishments, and im sad that, although I will continue playing, it won't me my main focus in life anymore. It will be a change, since that has been my focus for oh..... 17 or 18 years.
I'm happy because this marks a new begining. Maybe i wont feel like i am wasting my time anymore.
FINALS IS COMING NEXT WEEK
i'm so excited
...for it to be over.
then im going home for the first time in six months. weeeeeee
I am totally over the michael thing.
surprisingly.
people think its weird that i live with my x boyfriend, but i mean... i think its less wierd now than it was when we were togeather.
Although.... its weird because i'll wake up on the couch with him missing, but the TV is still on, and my laptop is missing. They'll both be in the bathroom. And then he'll try to be all sly and cover himself up. SO OBVIOUS. whatever. i dont even really care. actually it kind of entertains me. must be awkward for him. but for me i just find it entertaining on all levels. minus the fact that i now have extraneous files on my computer.
I've been on a few dates with a few other guys.
Some more than one date.
Some more than a date.
Feels good to feel like someone legitamently wants me again. Its good to feel that. It's been awhile.
Skank ho? Maybe. But i can live with that.
I feel bad cuz i didnt really do that whole "courtesy period" thing that your supposed to do after you get out of a relationship of a significant amount of time. but i mean.... our relationship was over WAY before it was over. so, if you think about it i did wait. and i dont really think that he has that big of a problem with it. If any. i think at first he had a problem because he thought that i went on dates before we broke up, which wasnt true. But i set him straight and things have been okay.
I got fired.
I need a new job. But im kind of glad i was fired now because its a convenient time since my family is going on vaca. TO HAWAII!! YAY!
lets see. what else.
I dont know.
Until nex ttime!
P.S. my house is always unreasonably cold.
juries,
school,
job.,
michael