Mindless.
I have nothing important to say. If you're short on time, I suggest stopping now because it will only be a waste of your time. I'm tired, I'm bored, I'm in Arizona. It's past midnight here, and there is absolutely nothing to do. I can't get to sleep unfortunately, so I feel like complaining. Firstly, I really wish high school would end. It can be summed up in one word: bullshit. There is no more to it, it's immature, teenage drama crap. Honestly, once I'm out of that hell hole, I don't plan on talking to more than maybe 5 people from there. I suppose only 5 more months left, and then I start anew. Thank god. Senior year is basically shit. I mean aside from having the power to skip whenever you choose, its worthless. I have absolutely no motivation to continue high school. I mean, I've been accepted to PSU, what more do I need to do at fghs? The only thing that keeps me going is that nagging feeling of having to do good in school, damn overachieving conscious, it does not mix well with a procrastinating personality. Other than school, home life is blegh. My mother and I seem to have a love hate relationship with one another. Between the child support arguements, her constant insults towards my father, and various other fights we seem to get ourselves into, we get along quite well. Went to mexico today, first time in another country. Pretty much what I'd expected. Nothing special. Got to drink beer in a restaurant, thene got a massage. Then got to stand in line for damn near 2 hours to get back across the border. Oh and I forgot to mention that a guy offered me some pot down there, which was weird considering my grandmother was standing right next to me. Overall good experience. So to conclude this pointless rambling, I really want life to change, I want out of high school, I want out of my current situation. I suppose the witness protection program is always an option.