Fuck You! *Goes To Work*
There should be some sort of law against fighting before going to work. There's nothing worse than simmering for 9 hours on what you want to say.
My boyfriend, who is my soul mate and the only person I can imagine myself being with is a putz. :p He is so talented and wonderful... and has the motivation of gnat. Okay, maybe not that bad but still... When he came out to California he had to wait a year before being able to apply to college. It's been two years and he is just studying for the SAT. I love him to death, but I don't want him to keep finding excuses and end up not going. Meanwhile I'm stuck paying the major bills and he buys groceries. If he just did that I wouldn't even fuss as much, but he is constantly running out of things and forgetting to buy more. I don't think expecting to have the staple food items is asking too much... But here I am at work without my lunch.
I tried to express my feelings about it only to get the 'I know... I'm an idiot' response. You have no idea how bad that chaffs my hide. Tonight it's most likely going to be him calling me and apologizing... and It's getting old. I don't want apologies. I want my boyfriend to get off of his ass and take care of his life. I wonder if I'll even get that out of my mouth. So far all I've done is bitched at him and then wrote what I should have said in my blog. *sigh*
My boyfriend, who is my soul mate and the only person I can imagine myself being with is a putz. :p He is so talented and wonderful... and has the motivation of gnat. Okay, maybe not that bad but still... When he came out to California he had to wait a year before being able to apply to college. It's been two years and he is just studying for the SAT. I love him to death, but I don't want him to keep finding excuses and end up not going. Meanwhile I'm stuck paying the major bills and he buys groceries. If he just did that I wouldn't even fuss as much, but he is constantly running out of things and forgetting to buy more. I don't think expecting to have the staple food items is asking too much... But here I am at work without my lunch.
I tried to express my feelings about it only to get the 'I know... I'm an idiot' response. You have no idea how bad that chaffs my hide. Tonight it's most likely going to be him calling me and apologizing... and It's getting old. I don't want apologies. I want my boyfriend to get off of his ass and take care of his life. I wonder if I'll even get that out of my mouth. So far all I've done is bitched at him and then wrote what I should have said in my blog. *sigh*