Praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety...
Okay so I've been really busy, but in the good way.
But before I get into that I'd like to clearly state that YES, I did in fact delete my myspace. You can stop asking. I'm over it. I hate it. I don't want it. Get it? GOOD.
Moving on... there's far too much that's been going on but here's some things that I've been doing/thinking about:
I had a really good weekend. I think it would have been better if I wasnt always so tired though.
I'm always missing someone. Whether it be 1 person or 10. I don't think this will ever change. I hate distance and miles and that feeling.
Whatever.
Fitzy went back to school today. We had some pretty decent hang time this weekend. Should have been more though.
Natalie hates me, I've now realized this.
I saw Corpse Bride. Super cute.
Kate and Chris hangs were had two nights in a row. I'm a fan of those two and it feels like forever since this occured.
Travis is one of the best dudes ever.
Sometimes sleepovers and late night Dane Cook DVD's are really fun.
9 hour work days where I do stock, are not so much fun.
Seth left and I'm not a fan of this at all. I'm going to quite a few shows to visit though because 3 months is long. We've also made more movie dates for when he returns. We are fun kids.
Speaking of movie dates, Annie and I have a hot date planned. It will be a blast and include dane cook and being awesome.
I ran another 2 miles today. It was lovely.
I am addicted to Special K with berries. I don't even like cereal, but this one is just plain amazing.
I am online far too much. I want to go back to phone calls and text messages. Fuck IM's and myspace comments.
My bad mood has kind of blown over. Which is nice. Now I feel like more of a downer. I think too much about too many things. I can't win. I hate my head and the way it operates.
I am sick of trying to fix things. I'm sick of making excuses for it. I'm done with it and you. Get over yourself.
Okay that's all.
P.S. Thursday will include changes. Expect pictures on friday.
But before I get into that I'd like to clearly state that YES, I did in fact delete my myspace. You can stop asking. I'm over it. I hate it. I don't want it. Get it? GOOD.
Moving on... there's far too much that's been going on but here's some things that I've been doing/thinking about:
I had a really good weekend. I think it would have been better if I wasnt always so tired though.
I'm always missing someone. Whether it be 1 person or 10. I don't think this will ever change. I hate distance and miles and that feeling.
Whatever.
Fitzy went back to school today. We had some pretty decent hang time this weekend. Should have been more though.
Natalie hates me, I've now realized this.
I saw Corpse Bride. Super cute.
Kate and Chris hangs were had two nights in a row. I'm a fan of those two and it feels like forever since this occured.
Travis is one of the best dudes ever.
Sometimes sleepovers and late night Dane Cook DVD's are really fun.
9 hour work days where I do stock, are not so much fun.
Seth left and I'm not a fan of this at all. I'm going to quite a few shows to visit though because 3 months is long. We've also made more movie dates for when he returns. We are fun kids.
Speaking of movie dates, Annie and I have a hot date planned. It will be a blast and include dane cook and being awesome.
I ran another 2 miles today. It was lovely.
I am addicted to Special K with berries. I don't even like cereal, but this one is just plain amazing.
I am online far too much. I want to go back to phone calls and text messages. Fuck IM's and myspace comments.
My bad mood has kind of blown over. Which is nice. Now I feel like more of a downer. I think too much about too many things. I can't win. I hate my head and the way it operates.
I am sick of trying to fix things. I'm sick of making excuses for it. I'm done with it and you. Get over yourself.
Okay that's all.
P.S. Thursday will include changes. Expect pictures on friday.