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I have no idea what is wrong with me. Even though the meds I am on are supposed to make my adrenal gland disorder better it is just making everything else worse. For some reason, the longer I take all the meds and do the stuff to make me well again, I just get more and more depressed and want to cry all the time for no reason. I should be happy since I am engaged and doing well in school, but at this point I don't even want to go back to campus on Sunday or even care if I graduate. I think the worst thing is that I don't get happy planning my wedding anymore and wonder if getting married is even worth the hassle.