its just s0 c0nfusing..
ok.. wow.. now its gotta b like a world record 4 longest time not written.. but i have my reasons. i was in orlando for a softball tournament-- the tournament from hell. seriously. dont believe me? ask nicole or kimmie or steph basically ne1 else on the team.. im serilusbut w/e nd wen i say it was like ww3. im drop dead serious. like i dont think ive everbeen so pissed at my parents like the WH0LE time! they sed wen i talked to them i had an attitude and was using a sarcastic tone of voice.. wats that?! ne way.. then i got back for like 6 days and had to un pack and then pack again because i was leaving for virginia to visit family... thats was fun, sorta. we went to a zoo ok? lol there was like 1 of every animal.. if that lmao. we cheated r way to the top of the washington monument - super fun. but now.. im home and the war is over.. i won =) but ughhh.. now on to the guys.. of should i say lack there of... so theres this 1 guy. and i probly wrote bout him b4. uhhhh this was there like many months ago.. and then he was there. nd me being the dork that i am - didnt want it nemore.. o now guess what.. yah i like him again. and the worst part is that i dont kno what hes feeling. it sucks. and i dont like it!! lol. i dont like not knowing what others think of me. and like i know he thinks of me as a friend and maybe it was more than that b4.. but i dont kno what it is now.. but he moving too.. like 30 mins farther. which sucks. ugh i hate this... and then watch hes guna do something and then ima be like wow.. i dont like him.. but then the next day. i will. wow.. i didnt kno i coulld get this frustrated r confused over a guy.. i dont like it very much its just so confusing
ne advice.. lemme kno.. i really need it this time. leem kno wats upp! luv yall x0o izz. .. . . . . c 0mm en t! ya herd!? lol leave 0ne.. 0r tw0